What one or two areas of my list would I like to focus on for the next 30 days?
I'm going to say losing weight/getting to the root of my compulsive eating and being nicer to my hubby.
When I have fully received what I want, I will really have more love. More love for myself, more love for my husband, more love from my husband. I love who I am. It's really strange to me how I can love me as much as I do but then be scared enough to show off who I am. I know that I am awesome. I know that I am a healer. I know that I am a great listener. The closer I get to living this, the more I harm myself physically. The more scared I am, the more I eat. The more I eat, the more guilty I feel and the further removed I feel from my own life. Food is powerfully comforting and numbing for me.
I would really love to carve out some space in my bedroom for my yoga practice and meditation. This is really something I would like to practice daily but feel that I need to do it in privacy and not out in the open of my living room. I keep putting this off b/c to practice daily would be opening myself up to more learning and more introspection. More dealing things that make me uncomfortable. However, I am getting more comfortable with the uncomfortable.
I want to be more open to listening to my intuition and not silencing it. I want to say nicer things to my hubby. I want to notice how smoking hot he is. I want to be smoking hot for him.
I'm going to say losing weight/getting to the root of my compulsive eating and being nicer to my hubby.
When I have fully received what I want, I will really have more love. More love for myself, more love for my husband, more love from my husband. I love who I am. It's really strange to me how I can love me as much as I do but then be scared enough to show off who I am. I know that I am awesome. I know that I am a healer. I know that I am a great listener. The closer I get to living this, the more I harm myself physically. The more scared I am, the more I eat. The more I eat, the more guilty I feel and the further removed I feel from my own life. Food is powerfully comforting and numbing for me.
I would really love to carve out some space in my bedroom for my yoga practice and meditation. This is really something I would like to practice daily but feel that I need to do it in privacy and not out in the open of my living room. I keep putting this off b/c to practice daily would be opening myself up to more learning and more introspection. More dealing things that make me uncomfortable. However, I am getting more comfortable with the uncomfortable.
I want to be more open to listening to my intuition and not silencing it. I want to say nicer things to my hubby. I want to notice how smoking hot he is. I want to be smoking hot for him.
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